Saturday, March 19, 2011
oh nooooo.ONE more month
FOUR more weeks
THIRTY more days
till syf.
THREE more days to syf rehearsal!
is it time for me to panic now? AHHHHHHHH.
i tink we are improving, thats good. but are we good enough yet? not really.
die alr. i really feel like i dun have enough time for my studies. i dun wanna get shitty results for my mye u noe. i definitely dun wan my CA marks to reappear agn in my report book. that'll jus be disastrous. i really needa make time. but how? im starting to feel guilty for even sitting here, typing away now. and it stresses me when i see all my friends mugging away! I SHOULD SERIOUSLY START MUGGING RIGHT.
i thought things will return to normal now that i know the truth. but damnnnnnn. those little actions. i was left wondering, even though i knew the truth. so what does it left me with then?
nothing.
i tell myself that what needs to happen will happen!
shall leave it to fate then. i cant control this.
now all i should do is to keep away. cos i really dun wanna get involved deeper into this.
but can i?
thats another question that i cant even give a definite answer to.