Saturday, May 09, 2009
its jus so funny,how history repeats itself.
that ive become someone else's substitution,
again and again.
and how i jus give in to fate,
tinking that im tinking too much.
until recently,
i noticed the pattern,
and wondering if i should be the one,
breaking the pattern.
but in the end,
i realise tht i will end up losing more,
and others will jus live and laugh along with it.
as though nothing happen,
nth changes,
and tht im dun mean anyting in their lives.
im never the first,
always the second,
tht others go to.
and how strange that others treat me like transparent when everybody is around,
and when im alone with them,
it was as though im their only best fren.
its weird how ppl like breaking their promises,
and nv notice other's ppl feelings,
and jus tot tht i wont mind.
its not the first time this has occurred to me.
but its jus a matter of time,
when everyting comes clear,
and i gives up trying.
so hard.
life never changes.