Monday, March 02, 2009
stupid tsb!
scold me like mad cow liddat!pls la..u say until so complicated then expect me to understand u. even geokmin and alison and jean dunnoe wth u toking abt..its fine to be angry but u dun have to humiliate me in front of so many ppl..wad if i do the same thing to u?will u like it?i really felt like storming out of the gz room when u down there nagnagnag non stop.i seriously felt like quitting u noe.i was fuming mad.thecane was threatening to break again i can tell u.the wood shavins came out agn and i seriously doubt its lifespan..u accuse me somemore!i will probably really quit last min..and i shall see wad u will do for syf..if u so clever then u come and play urself la..dun have to scold me and make me feel so stupid and angry at myself..stop putting so much stress on me.im not that strong as u tink i am..im really gonna breakdown soon if this goes on.
luckily for this rainbow,it lightens up my mood and i instantly felt so much better!the pics not very clear though but u can agar agar see a image of the rainbow.
the rainbow faded ltr and its sad to see it go but i tink wad matters more is the instant u saw it..all the colours suddenly seem so beautiful to me.
so thats wad it really feels like,i guess.